I'm a millennial-ish hackery sort, with a penchant for birding, writing, video games, and other miscellaneous artsy pursuits.
My public entries consist of:
* regular book reviews,
* semi-regular video game reviews,
* periodic travel / bird blogging,
* miscellaneous artsy commentary
* parlor questions,
* and small things that have charmed me.
I also post fanfiction updates & fannish commentary from time to time, though I write less of that nowadays than I used to.
My private/locked entries consist of:
* random life updates,
* general commentary that happens to include potentially personally-identifying information (for some relative value of that term, anyway),
* and artsy/political/cultural commentary that I'm shy about spreading to a wider audience (due to uncertainty of correctness, degree of controversial-ness, amount of "I don't wanna", etc)
If you'd like to access the latter, just leave a comment here (all comments screened). If I've seen you around, or you convince me that we have some stuff in common, I'll probably add you!
(Alternatively, if you'd like to be removed from the latter, just ask. No hard feelings; my various random life updates may be of less interest than my public stuff!)
more science more love
Last migration season, I subscribed to this nifty newsletter by a PhD student at UCLA—an "Early Bird Arrival Forecast" that sends personalized emails based on your location, and tells you which birds are early/peaking/late migrants in your area. It's data that I probably could figure out via other sources, but I suspect the data backing his emails is superior, and his simple summary & targeted recommendations were very handy for me to get a sense of what I might see in the field—"ooh, warbling vireos are peaking this week; let's go find one!"
Anyway. I enjoyed his recommendations again this migration season, and also, ngl his final email of the season this year weirdly made me tear up a bit:
something something "he's not giving up & i'm not either" etc
Anyway. I enjoyed his recommendations again this migration season, and also, ngl his final email of the season this year weirdly made me tear up a bit:
There are no birds forecast for this week or last week, so it's time to close down the Early Bird Forecast for your region. Very sad :(god knows a phd student could always use some spare change; incredibly classy of him to point towards Science As A Whole rn instead.
Thank you so much for participating in the second season of the Early Bird Forecast! A few asks from me before you go:
[. . .]
2. Last year, I provided a link for people to donate to me personally (AKA to "buy me a coffee"). In light of recent realized and proposed cuts to government-funded science programs, this year I would like to steer people towards donating to nonprofits that do efficient and important conservation work at home and abroad. A few good charities in this mold are Birdlife International, The American Bird Conservancy, and The Nature Conservancy. If you would like to look for something more local, check out your city or region's Audubon chapter.
3. If donating is out of the question for you, consider contacting your representatives and let them know that you believe federally-funded science is worth supporting. The Early Bird Forecast is actually a by-product of a NASA-funded research fellowship I received in graduate school. If the current administration's proposed budget becomes law, funding for NASA-funded research like mine will decrease by over 50%. This science funding is cheap in the grand scheme of things – If you are the average taxpayer, you paid $0.0006 for my research (thank you!). Plus you get Early Bird Forecast for free, what a steal!
Happy Summer!
something something "he's not giving up & i'm not either" etc
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Catch-Up Book Post
Been a while since I bookblogged here, huh? This isn't EVERYTHING, but this post already took me fucking hours to type up, so, let's get into it—
Jhereg by Steven Brust
Mickey7 by Ashton Edward
Both of these books were romps, though the former is the more compelling overall package.
( Jhereg )
( Mickey7 )
That All Shall Be Saved: Heaven, Hell, and Universal Salvation by David Bentley Hart (DNF, 48%)
Honest to God by John A.T. Robinson (DNF, 54%)
Living Buddha, Living Christ by Thích Nhất Hạnh (DNF, 24%)
Surprised by Hope: Rethinking Heaven, the Resurrection, and the Mission of the Church by N.T. Wright
Look, to tip my hand, I'm in the (very!) early phase of writing a weird fantasy/historical/pastiche-y novel that dares to ask questions like "damn what was it like to be The Greatest Haterliest Poaster Of All Time" and also "what if Martin Luther was a chick" and "what if Martin Luther was two people instead of one" and "what if those peoplekissed failed to kiss" and "what if Martin Luther were a radical pacifist on top of all the other crazy shit he was doing" and "what if sacred music was actually efficacious and had geopolitical implications" and so on. I blame Lyndal Roper specifically for presenting a portrait of Martin Luther so vivid and intriguing that I could not help but go patently insane over him thereafter.
The logical next step for researching such a novel would be to read up on the theology and history of that period, because even if I'm VERY heavy on the pastiche aspects, it's nice to understand the historical context and some contemporaneous sources/writings for the period of history I'm interested in, if only for riffing purposes, yaknow.
Alas, however, I'm a magpie with no self-control, and thus easily beguiled by Every Other Book I Trip Over On The Way To The Stuff I Should Actually Be Reading, which is how I wound up with this grab-bag of rather more contemporary theology.
All of which I am entirely unqualified to properly evaluate, to be clear, as someone who's variously identified as "Southern Baptist," "Christian agnostic," "deist," "Quaker," "neopagan," "animist," and "some weird woo bullshit syncretic thing ig, sorry it's cringe I know" at various points in my life. But that sure won't stop me from prattling about 'em on my blog.
( That All Shall Be Saved )
( Honest to God )
( Living Buddha, Living Christ )
( Surprised By Hope )
Aside: all of these books felt pretty repetitive. Something to do with the genre, I guess? No way to theology-y people to feel like they've gotten your point across without restating it three different ways? IDK.
ANYWAY. I should probably quit dicking around with these books for a bit, since, y'know, novel. I gotta read more Martin Luther himself and also probably some John Calvin. (Alas this means my copy of Kosuke Koyama's Five Mile an Hour God will likely remain mostly-unread on my shelf. Did I mention I'm a magpie. Books pile up in my home whenever I get on a weird pseudo-reasearch-y kick, and I am blessed with an indulgent partner who just keeps buying me more bookshelves instead of telling me to cut it the hell out, which is very sweet of him, but also I could really use someone to stop me before I commit more Irresponsible Spending Crimes... though I saw someone the other day comparing book-buying to wine-buying, e.g. hey it's valid and normal to let some of them age in the cellar & have more than you'll be able to drink; you want to have good wine when the time is right! and UNFORTUNATELY this is very effective for allowing me to continue in my profligate ways. RIP me.)
...okay yeah I couldn't find any way to fit Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik into all of this. Spinning Silver was very good, but I don't have much to say! The primary romance was a total nothingburger, but that's fine because mostly the book is about Miryem girlbossing her way through Rumpelstiltskin and that shit totally rules. I would like to read several more books about moneylenders Being Incredibly Good At Their Job. The book gets a bit bloated and flabbier as it goes along (though the parts with secondary-girlboss Irina and horrible little man Mirnatius can stay; those bits were great) but never enough to knock it down from the "very good" tier. Fairytale retellings aren't normally my thing but this one was solid.
Jhereg by Steven Brust
Mickey7 by Ashton Edward
Both of these books were romps, though the former is the more compelling overall package.
( Jhereg )
( Mickey7 )
That All Shall Be Saved: Heaven, Hell, and Universal Salvation by David Bentley Hart (DNF, 48%)
Honest to God by John A.T. Robinson (DNF, 54%)
Living Buddha, Living Christ by Thích Nhất Hạnh (DNF, 24%)
Surprised by Hope: Rethinking Heaven, the Resurrection, and the Mission of the Church by N.T. Wright
Look, to tip my hand, I'm in the (very!) early phase of writing a weird fantasy/historical/pastiche-y novel that dares to ask questions like "damn what was it like to be The Greatest Haterliest Poaster Of All Time" and also "what if Martin Luther was a chick" and "what if Martin Luther was two people instead of one" and "what if those people
The logical next step for researching such a novel would be to read up on the theology and history of that period, because even if I'm VERY heavy on the pastiche aspects, it's nice to understand the historical context and some contemporaneous sources/writings for the period of history I'm interested in, if only for riffing purposes, yaknow.
Alas, however, I'm a magpie with no self-control, and thus easily beguiled by Every Other Book I Trip Over On The Way To The Stuff I Should Actually Be Reading, which is how I wound up with this grab-bag of rather more contemporary theology.
All of which I am entirely unqualified to properly evaluate, to be clear, as someone who's variously identified as "Southern Baptist," "Christian agnostic," "deist," "Quaker," "neopagan," "animist," and "some weird woo bullshit syncretic thing ig, sorry it's cringe I know" at various points in my life. But that sure won't stop me from prattling about 'em on my blog.
( That All Shall Be Saved )
( Honest to God )
( Living Buddha, Living Christ )
( Surprised By Hope )
Aside: all of these books felt pretty repetitive. Something to do with the genre, I guess? No way to theology-y people to feel like they've gotten your point across without restating it three different ways? IDK.
ANYWAY. I should probably quit dicking around with these books for a bit, since, y'know, novel. I gotta read more Martin Luther himself and also probably some John Calvin. (Alas this means my copy of Kosuke Koyama's Five Mile an Hour God will likely remain mostly-unread on my shelf. Did I mention I'm a magpie. Books pile up in my home whenever I get on a weird pseudo-reasearch-y kick, and I am blessed with an indulgent partner who just keeps buying me more bookshelves instead of telling me to cut it the hell out, which is very sweet of him, but also I could really use someone to stop me before I commit more Irresponsible Spending Crimes... though I saw someone the other day comparing book-buying to wine-buying, e.g. hey it's valid and normal to let some of them age in the cellar & have more than you'll be able to drink; you want to have good wine when the time is right! and UNFORTUNATELY this is very effective for allowing me to continue in my profligate ways. RIP me.)
...okay yeah I couldn't find any way to fit Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik into all of this. Spinning Silver was very good, but I don't have much to say! The primary romance was a total nothingburger, but that's fine because mostly the book is about Miryem girlbossing her way through Rumpelstiltskin and that shit totally rules. I would like to read several more books about moneylenders Being Incredibly Good At Their Job. The book gets a bit bloated and flabbier as it goes along (though the parts with secondary-girlboss Irina and horrible little man Mirnatius can stay; those bits were great) but never enough to knock it down from the "very good" tier. Fairytale retellings aren't normally my thing but this one was solid.
"What's In A Scene" signpost
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and that's such a fun idea that i'm vaguely gesturing that other dreamwidth ppl should try it out, so i can read more good posts :P
I WILL PROBABLY DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS MYSELF, TOO, just... i'm somewhat distracted atm... so all i can do now is gesture that "hi i'm gonna do this and you should too"
off the top of my head, some scenes that i think i'd personally probably find fun to write up:
* the Christmas party in Yukio Mishima's The Decay of the Angel
* the "Time Passes" chapter in To the Lighthouse
* the "You are tiring yourself, Joseph" bit in The Glass Bead Game
* any of a number of scenes from Black Leopard, Red Wolf, which i've read more recently than all these and found more puzzling so that's probably the juiciest candidate. ("hey Lua if you've read that one recently then where's the book post about it" shut up)
anyway yeah happy monday everybody
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snake & sweet flower (new Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn fanfic)
When the march on the Tower of Guidance begins, Sothe knows his place is at Micaiah's side.Read here on AO3.
But Micaiah sends Sothe with Tibarn's army instead, to watch over Pelleas there.
Tibarn, the man who's threatened to kill Sothe once before. Tibarn, a man Sothe doesn't much respect or like. Tibarn, who is not Micaiah.
And also: Tibarn, the man that Sothe keeps having weird dreams about, ever since he threatened to kill him.
Sothe/Tibarn/Reyson, ~10k words.
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tier list of my fanfiction
I made this mostly for my own benefit / out of curiosity, because I was basically asking myself the question "okay, if someone's first exposure to my work were piece [x], am I happy with that or am I doing a yikes emoji." Very vibes-based and obv reflects my own biases, and I haven't reread all of these recently so maybe some are better/worse than I remember! But here we go:
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[book post] Home by Marilynne Robinson
I was having a chat with someone recently about different theories of soteriology—as a former Southern Baptist amongst a bunch of thoroughly-secular-from-birth jackrabbits, I get a charge out of explaining weirdo protestant folk-theology stuff when it comes up—and when I mentioned there's a set of Christians who believe "hell is real, but people in hell are free to repent & be saved from it at any time they choose," he was surprised and puzzled.
"Wouldn't everyone simply choose to leave hell, in that case? Like, if I died and woke up in hell, pretty quick I'd be like... welp, I sure called that shot wrong. Guess I'd better repent."
I pointed out that repentance, in Christian thought, isn't just an acknowledgment of "well, Jesus was right after all." It entails a change of character, an act of submission: ye shall know them by their fruits.
He shrugged. "I mean. I'm still in hell. Repentance seems like the better alternative?"
I mean, yeah, sure seems that way! But the intuitive comparison that made sense to me, back when I was a Christian, was: have you ever done something wrong, and you knew you did something wrong, but you dragged and dragged your feet on making amends and apologizing, because the horribleness of standing face-to-face with the person you wronged felt impossibly painful, even worse than just choking down your own shame and getting on as best as possible? The people in hell feel that way, I imagine.
Anyone who's experienced an act of undeserved mercy knows the surprise and the sheer relief of the thing, I think. All the moreso if it's granted without fuss, without fanfare, plainly and automatically and wholly. But I think they also know how horrible and humiliating it is to get there—to drag yourself before someone else's judgment, to admit plainly what you've done, to face their pain and feel it as your own, and to make yourself vulnerable to whatever judgment they wish to render. I mean, provided you knew and expected and accepted the worst possible judgment as a just and plausible outcome. So you take that feeling, ratchet it up to a cosmic scale, think of how often in our own lives we ghost or avoid or talk around our transgressions and wounds and trespasses, because that's easier than saying the words—yeah, given that particular theological framework, I could imagine someone nursing their wounds unto eternity.
Home by Marilynne Robinson is not about soteriology, not directly, though the characters, being all of a 1950s-Iowa-Protestant bent, do discuss the nature of salvation at length a few times. It is about forgiveness, though—and I don't think I've ever read another book that so keenly captures the pain and complexity of the thing.
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"Wouldn't everyone simply choose to leave hell, in that case? Like, if I died and woke up in hell, pretty quick I'd be like... welp, I sure called that shot wrong. Guess I'd better repent."
I pointed out that repentance, in Christian thought, isn't just an acknowledgment of "well, Jesus was right after all." It entails a change of character, an act of submission: ye shall know them by their fruits.
He shrugged. "I mean. I'm still in hell. Repentance seems like the better alternative?"
I mean, yeah, sure seems that way! But the intuitive comparison that made sense to me, back when I was a Christian, was: have you ever done something wrong, and you knew you did something wrong, but you dragged and dragged your feet on making amends and apologizing, because the horribleness of standing face-to-face with the person you wronged felt impossibly painful, even worse than just choking down your own shame and getting on as best as possible? The people in hell feel that way, I imagine.
Anyone who's experienced an act of undeserved mercy knows the surprise and the sheer relief of the thing, I think. All the moreso if it's granted without fuss, without fanfare, plainly and automatically and wholly. But I think they also know how horrible and humiliating it is to get there—to drag yourself before someone else's judgment, to admit plainly what you've done, to face their pain and feel it as your own, and to make yourself vulnerable to whatever judgment they wish to render. I mean, provided you knew and expected and accepted the worst possible judgment as a just and plausible outcome. So you take that feeling, ratchet it up to a cosmic scale, think of how often in our own lives we ghost or avoid or talk around our transgressions and wounds and trespasses, because that's easier than saying the words—yeah, given that particular theological framework, I could imagine someone nursing their wounds unto eternity.
Home by Marilynne Robinson is not about soteriology, not directly, though the characters, being all of a 1950s-Iowa-Protestant bent, do discuss the nature of salvation at length a few times. It is about forgiveness, though—and I don't think I've ever read another book that so keenly captures the pain and complexity of the thing.
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100 books meme
here's a list of 100 books that were formative to me in some way, changed me in some way, etc etc
some books have aged better than others but are still there out of, y'know, honesty
i am probably forgetting so much shit from my childhood lol. alas i am not in front of my childhood bedroom bookshelf so i cannot stare at it to try and remember!
ANYWAY. how many books overlap OR (because this is more interesting than a number): any overlaps we share that are particularly exciting? any books you want to hear me ramble about?
some books have aged better than others but are still there out of, y'know, honesty
i am probably forgetting so much shit from my childhood lol. alas i am not in front of my childhood bedroom bookshelf so i cannot stare at it to try and remember!
ANYWAY. how many books overlap OR (because this is more interesting than a number): any overlaps we share that are particularly exciting? any books you want to hear me ramble about?
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Solstice (new Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn fanfic)
In Serenes, every year, there is a ritual.Read here on AO3.
(Set some years before the Serenes Massacre.)
Reyson & Lillia, ~500 words.
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a way in the wilderness (new Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn fanfic)
A year after the final unification of the bird tribes, Leanne pays a visit to Naesala.Read here on AO3.
Set after the events of The Water at the Edge of All Things.
Leanne/Naesala, ~4k words.
Not a ton of notes on this one, but:
( spoilery author's notes )
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Man of Letters (new Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn fanfic)
In Daein, Ambassador Naesala of Serenes spots a weakness in Pelleas, and takes him under his wing.Read here on AO3.
Pelleas & Naesala, Pelleas/Micaiah/Sothe, ~18k words.
Author's notes are below the following cuts; please note they contain pretty big spoilers for the entire fic!
( earnest dweeby tangent )
( nitty gritty shop talk )
( odds & ends )
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end-of-year fanfic meme
Wow, this sure was the year of "Lua writes every possible arrangement of Naesala Fireemblem," huh. What a GOOD year.
Anyway, here's a meme~
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Anyway, here's a meme~
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[playlist] The Water at the Edge of All Things
I made a playlist for my own fic! Both to help me write it, and just because I'm vain haha.
If you're curious you can listen to it on Spotify over here!
If you want an idea of what I was thinking in terms of "which songs go with which characters/chapters," see below (asterisks indicate songs that I think vibe particularly well with the fic):
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If you're curious you can listen to it on Spotify over here!
If you want an idea of what I was thinking in terms of "which songs go with which characters/chapters," see below (asterisks indicate songs that I think vibe particularly well with the fic):
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The Water at the Edge of All Things (Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn fic, chapters 17-end)
And so ends my very long postgame Tellius fanfic, aka "the bird tribes probably should've had a Hague."
Start with the new chapters.
Or: read from the beginning.
If you haven't peeked at this fic yet, and you're into any of: knotty court intrigue, Naesala (frequently suffering), Reyson (frequently suffering), Leanne (exercise left to the reader), badweird sex, meditations on What Grief Does To A MFer, etc... you should give it a shot, in my not-so-humble-opinion; there's a lot there to like!
Also, the final chapter has some new art from my Big Bang artist, so you should peek at that one at least :P
Happy December, y'all~
Start with the new chapters.
Or: read from the beginning.
If you haven't peeked at this fic yet, and you're into any of: knotty court intrigue, Naesala (frequently suffering), Reyson (frequently suffering), Leanne (exercise left to the reader), badweird sex, meditations on What Grief Does To A MFer, etc... you should give it a shot, in my not-so-humble-opinion; there's a lot there to like!
Also, the final chapter has some new art from my Big Bang artist, so you should peek at that one at least :P
Happy December, y'all~
i learned some wild Final Fantasy 13 facts this fine evening
courtesy of this random article i stumbled upon, which i do not endorse in its entirety, but did bless me with these random game development tidbits, so it's good for that much at least:
also, far much less momentously but still entertainingly:
Now, the Accidentally Lesbians.god, that's so good. i say this as a huge fang/vanielle fan. you're telling me we got that ship due to a late-game "whatever let's just genderswap this bitch" development snafu? hell yes gimme more game design clusterfucks like that lmao
There was a point in this two-year development cycle when the character of Fang was some other character. This character had had a romantic relationship in the past with Vanille – and the change to Fang was done with minimal change to Vanille and her dialogue with some lines not even being rewritten, and, according to some sources, not even being rerecorded (which, if true, suggests they were recording game audio before the story was finalised). Fang was going to be a dude, and Lightning was going to be flirty, and they decided to change that by putting the lines from Lightning into Fang, making Fang a girl, and then giving Fang a need to protect Vanille.
All of this resulting in Fang and Vanille being coded as extremely gay, the kind of gay that’s so comfortable and present that nobody remarks on it, creating a sort of gayness-beyond-gayness, punching through the normal representational boundary and standing on the other side in a world where heterosexuality is so much not the default that it is literally unremarkable to find that default abrogated. Now, you may be a big fan of this, and if you are, cool, go team lesbian, but this was absolutely a complete accident and budget constraints, and not a byproduct of this mythos creating a space to wave the lesbian flag.
also, far much less momentously but still entertainingly:
Did you know back in the original design combat was meant to be seamlessly integrated with the live map and Lightning was meant to have anti-gravity powers that let her transform the battlefield?god. amazing. amazing!!! i love this big stupid game!!!
random eucharistic trivia for ur wednesday afternoon
Consider this a sneak preview of my inevitable longer review of Lyndal Roper's excellent Martin Luther: Renegade and Prophet (which I already extenstively shitposted about on Tumblr), prompted by this interesting post about "wait WHY do so many churches use those bland wafers instead of actual bread for communion" (spoilers: the poster thinks they are Theologically Incorrect lol).
OKAY, SO. When I first dropped in on an Episcopal church service this past summer (the shit I do for fanfiction research...), I thought it was basically like any other Protestant church but with a fancier choir, right?
That is NOT THE CASE. Their order of service is very Ornamental™ and Ritualistic™ and Catholic-ish™—lots of standing and sitting and kneelin', lots of people doin' the sign of the cross over themselves, lots of relic-lookin' things getting toted about, the works.
Luckily for my rasied-southern-baptist-wtf-is-going-on-here ass, they gave me a little program that explained everything, and when it came time for communion, this bit from the program stood out to me:
"If you do not wish to drink from the common cup, please cross your arms in front of your chest as you pass by the chalice. The full grace of the sacrament is received with only the bread."
I thought to myself, "oh, that's nice, a little nod to recovering alcoholics." Like, it would suck if you were quite religious and were forced to choose between "receiving the full grace of the sacrament" and "violating the No Alcohol thing I'm desperately clinging to," right! Good thing the bread alone confers the full blessings and all that.
And, well, that probably is still nice if you're a recovering alcoholic, but the actual origin of that bit of doctrine has nothing to do with AA-sensitivity and everything to do with the very earliest battles of the Protestant Reformation.
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OKAY, SO. When I first dropped in on an Episcopal church service this past summer (the shit I do for fanfiction research...), I thought it was basically like any other Protestant church but with a fancier choir, right?
That is NOT THE CASE. Their order of service is very Ornamental™ and Ritualistic™ and Catholic-ish™—lots of standing and sitting and kneelin', lots of people doin' the sign of the cross over themselves, lots of relic-lookin' things getting toted about, the works.
Luckily for my rasied-southern-baptist-wtf-is-going-on-here ass, they gave me a little program that explained everything, and when it came time for communion, this bit from the program stood out to me:
"If you do not wish to drink from the common cup, please cross your arms in front of your chest as you pass by the chalice. The full grace of the sacrament is received with only the bread."
I thought to myself, "oh, that's nice, a little nod to recovering alcoholics." Like, it would suck if you were quite religious and were forced to choose between "receiving the full grace of the sacrament" and "violating the No Alcohol thing I'm desperately clinging to," right! Good thing the bread alone confers the full blessings and all that.
And, well, that probably is still nice if you're a recovering alcoholic, but the actual origin of that bit of doctrine has nothing to do with AA-sensitivity and everything to do with the very earliest battles of the Protestant Reformation.
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Bird in the Hand (new Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn fanfic)
Naesala moves in with Leanne—and his (presumptive) future in-laws.Read here on AO3.
Naesala/Leanne, ~12k words.
misc warblings about it under the cut
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Nagamas 2024-2025!
I've been derelict in my usual Nagamas-hyping duties, huh.
Anyway, for the Fire Emblem-y folks who follow me: there's a pan-Fire Emblem gift exchange coming up; if you like any/all Fire Emblem games and you do either/both fanart/fanfic, you should join :) Nominations through November 5th; sign-ups through November 13th!
Deets here; have fun :P
i will be requesting a giant pile of tellius as always. maybe some three houses too? maybe rennac/l'arachel aka The Greatest Of All Ships? who knows, life's a mystery
Anyway, for the Fire Emblem-y folks who follow me: there's a pan-Fire Emblem gift exchange coming up; if you like any/all Fire Emblem games and you do either/both fanart/fanfic, you should join :) Nominations through November 5th; sign-ups through November 13th!
Deets here; have fun :P
i will be requesting a giant pile of tellius as always. maybe some three houses too? maybe rennac/l'arachel aka The Greatest Of All Ships? who knows, life's a mystery
some writing tricks that work sometimes
an annoying thing about Writing Advice™ is that, once you know the basics of “how to write a grammatical sentence” and some general protips like “this is what a plot arc looks like,” “here’s a couple style rules you should probably follow unless you know what you’re doing,” and so on… the most interesting tips sound kind of “wisdom-y” in a way that’s hard to put into practice, and often don’t make sense unless you struggle through writing some stuff yourself. (also, i do sincerely believe the correct answer for most writing questions is “go read a novel that does it well & think about it really hard,” and there’s no real shortcut around that, sorry!)
worse, once you’ve struggled through figuring out how to solve a particular writing problem, you often can’t really express what tip/trick you were using when you solved it. it’s like those veteran birdwatchers who, when you ask how they identified a particular oriole via a 0.5 second glance of a heavily backlit in-flight silhouette, will shrug and say “it just looked like one.” augh!
i think trying to formalize these tips/tricks, as you notice them, can prove useful down the line (as in: when i’m facing a plot dilemma, i’ve occasionally gone down a literal list of “stuff i’ve done that’s worked before” and tried using each and every one, like someone desperately trying to find which screw in the toolbox will fit into a particular bolt). so here’s three new ones i came up with recently; use as you see fit:
VIEWPOINT, PLOT, THEME: PICK TWO GET ONE FREE
( makes some references to one of my fanfics, but in a pretty non-spoiler-y way that doesn't require any advance knowledge )
THROW IN FUN BITS HERE AND THERE, I THINK? ESPECIALLY BIT CHARACTERS?
( makes some references to one of my fanfics, but in a pretty non-spoiler-y way that doesn't require any advance knowledge )
THREE IS THE BIGGEST NUMBER
( makes some references to one of my fanfics, but in a pretty non-spoiler-y way that doesn't require any advance knowledge )
okay those are the three formalisms i came up with. but i guess i’ll mention the other one that i did not come up with, but which i use all the time:
GIVE YOUR READERS WHAT THEY’RE EXPECTING, BUT NOT THE WAY THEY EXPECT IT
( makes some references to some of my original fiction, but lmao you definitely don't need to have read them before )
okay, that's the end of cringe writing advice from a random internet fanfiction person, you may resume your normal reading pages now :P
worse, once you’ve struggled through figuring out how to solve a particular writing problem, you often can’t really express what tip/trick you were using when you solved it. it’s like those veteran birdwatchers who, when you ask how they identified a particular oriole via a 0.5 second glance of a heavily backlit in-flight silhouette, will shrug and say “it just looked like one.” augh!
i think trying to formalize these tips/tricks, as you notice them, can prove useful down the line (as in: when i’m facing a plot dilemma, i’ve occasionally gone down a literal list of “stuff i’ve done that’s worked before” and tried using each and every one, like someone desperately trying to find which screw in the toolbox will fit into a particular bolt). so here’s three new ones i came up with recently; use as you see fit:
VIEWPOINT, PLOT, THEME: PICK TWO GET ONE FREE
( makes some references to one of my fanfics, but in a pretty non-spoiler-y way that doesn't require any advance knowledge )
THROW IN FUN BITS HERE AND THERE, I THINK? ESPECIALLY BIT CHARACTERS?
( makes some references to one of my fanfics, but in a pretty non-spoiler-y way that doesn't require any advance knowledge )
THREE IS THE BIGGEST NUMBER
( makes some references to one of my fanfics, but in a pretty non-spoiler-y way that doesn't require any advance knowledge )
okay those are the three formalisms i came up with. but i guess i’ll mention the other one that i did not come up with, but which i use all the time:
GIVE YOUR READERS WHAT THEY’RE EXPECTING, BUT NOT THE WAY THEY EXPECT IT
( makes some references to some of my original fiction, but lmao you definitely don't need to have read them before )
okay, that's the end of cringe writing advice from a random internet fanfiction person, you may resume your normal reading pages now :P
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The Water at the Edge of All Things (Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn fic, chapters 10-16)
I can't really write a pithy, satisfying teaser for what happens in these chapters without major spoilers for what happened in the previous chapters, so... suffice to say, this fic continues to have (1) Reyson leaning hard into being the Most Insane Man Alive, (2) Naesala having a bad time, and (3) (new with this update!!!) a pretty big Leanne arc. If any of that sounds like your bag, oh boy have I got an additional 53k words for you...!
Start with the new chapters.
Or: read from the beginning.
also there's NEW ART in chapters 15 and 16, my big bang artist is the greatest
The next update will also be the last (it's fully written, just needs editing), so now's a great time to join the ride :D
Start with the new chapters.
Or: read from the beginning.
also there's NEW ART in chapters 15 and 16, my big bang artist is the greatest
The next update will also be the last (it's fully written, just needs editing), so now's a great time to join the ride :D
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[book post] The Last Samurai by Helen DeWitt
I picked up this book because one person whose taste I trust said they loved it, and another person whose taste I trust said they hated it.
That's gotta be the fastest way to get me to read a book, by the way. What can I say? I'm the kind of gal always who wants to stick her nose right in the middle of a dispute and suss out who's right!!!
And I think my opinion of this novel fell somewhere solidly in-between those two poles—well, at least until I read the afterword that was tucked into the back of my edition, but let's death-of-the-author that right outta here and come back to it later.
SO. The Last Samurai is a novel suffering from a very unfortunate name collision—it has nothing to do with the Tom Cruise movie, nothing to do with Meiji-era Japan, nothing to do with war or battle or any such thing. (The novel came first, for what it's worth.)
Instead, The Last Samurai is the story of Sibylla, a young, charmingly-lowkey-deranged multilingual humanities academic in late-1980s Oxford, who gets PISSED OFF after putting in a lot of work to translate some scholarship that turns out to be SHODDY and ILL-FOUNDED, and in fact she is so pissed off by this that she decides to (1) fuck off from academia entirely, (2) hooks up with a foppish, callow, pseudointellectual guy she meets at a party, (3) gets pregnant, (4) decides to keep the kid but doesn't tell the dad about it, and (5) works a really-poorly-paid typing/editing job from home so she can raise the kid, Ludo, to be a piano/language/etc prodigy, in the spirit of John Stuart Mill.
( the good )
( the bad )
And, see, since that came right at the end this is making me sound way more negative about the book than I actually am. It was a fun ride! particularly in the first half! I'm glad I read it! but skip the afterword, jeez.
That's gotta be the fastest way to get me to read a book, by the way. What can I say? I'm the kind of gal always who wants to stick her nose right in the middle of a dispute and suss out who's right!!!
And I think my opinion of this novel fell somewhere solidly in-between those two poles—well, at least until I read the afterword that was tucked into the back of my edition, but let's death-of-the-author that right outta here and come back to it later.
SO. The Last Samurai is a novel suffering from a very unfortunate name collision—it has nothing to do with the Tom Cruise movie, nothing to do with Meiji-era Japan, nothing to do with war or battle or any such thing. (The novel came first, for what it's worth.)
Instead, The Last Samurai is the story of Sibylla, a young, charmingly-lowkey-deranged multilingual humanities academic in late-1980s Oxford, who gets PISSED OFF after putting in a lot of work to translate some scholarship that turns out to be SHODDY and ILL-FOUNDED, and in fact she is so pissed off by this that she decides to (1) fuck off from academia entirely, (2) hooks up with a foppish, callow, pseudointellectual guy she meets at a party, (3) gets pregnant, (4) decides to keep the kid but doesn't tell the dad about it, and (5) works a really-poorly-paid typing/editing job from home so she can raise the kid, Ludo, to be a piano/language/etc prodigy, in the spirit of John Stuart Mill.
( the good )
( the bad )
And, see, since that came right at the end this is making me sound way more negative about the book than I actually am. It was a fun ride! particularly in the first half! I'm glad I read it! but skip the afterword, jeez.