There's Too Many Badgers In Here.
Now that I've read through the script in full, here are some more differences I've picked up on between the script and the staged version. Some of these are outright changes from the script; some of them are just performance details (e.g. interesting moments of body language) that aren't included in the stage directions. As this was originally written for a Tumblr audience, there's a bit of overlap with things I've already mentioned on Dreamwidth (specifically in the post I made straight after seeing the play).
( More differences between the script and the actual staged version of Christmas Carol Goes Wrong. )
Getting into a theatre fandom is so strange! It feels like there's simultaneously not enough canon and an infinite quantity of canon, because it's impossible to see every performance. I'm glad The Goes Wrong Show means that at least some parts of Goes Wrong canon exist in a concrete, tangible, rewatchable way.
What Am I Reading Wednesday - February 11
What I Finished Reading This Week
The Dog Stars – Peter Heller
This book did not agree with me and I HAD THOUGHTS. ( Strap in. )
What I Am Currently Reading
Lake of Souls - Ann Leckie
I'll have this wrapped up by next Wednesday for sure.
The Goddess and the Tree - Ellen Cannon Reed
I read the prologue.
The Laws of Brainjo – Josh Turknett
A reread; first completed in 2023.
What I’m Reading Next
This week I acquired Danielle Jensen's A Fate Inked in Blood, 김미정의 한나랑 떠나는 신나는 성경여행, and 한재홍의 콩쥐 팥쥐.
これで以上です。
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... i'm either going to immediately regret this or be inseparable from it lmao
Fanfiction: Sleep Well (The Goes Wrong Show, Robert/Chris)
'Riona, why would you name a fic Sleep Well if you already have a fic called Sleep Tight in a different fandom?' - look, leave me alone, titles are hard.
Title: Sleep Well
Fandom: The Goes Wrong Show
Rating: PG
Pairing: Robert/Chris, slight everyone/everyone
Wordcount: 1,600
Summary: On account of a booking mishap, the Cornley Drama Society are forced to share a single hotel room. The consequences are confusing.
( Sleep Well )
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Lessons in Magic and Disaster centers on the relationship between Jamie, a trans PhD student struggling to finish her dissertation on 18th-century women writers at a [fictional] small Boston college, and her mother Serena, an abrasive lesbian lawyer who has been sunk deep in depression since her partner died a few years back and her career simultaneously blew up completely.
Jamie does small-scale lower-m magic -- little rituals to make things go a little better in her life, that usually seem to work, as long as she doesn't think about them too hard -- and the book starts when she takes the unprecedented-for-her step of telling her mother about the magic as a sort of mother-daughter bonding ritual to see if her mother can use it to help herself get less depressed! Unfortunately Serena is not looking for a little gentle self-help woo-woo; she would like to UNFUCK her life AND the world in SIGNIFICANT ways that go way beyond what Jamie has ever done with magic and also start blowing back on Jamie in ways that eventually threaten not only Jamie and Serena's relationship but also Jamie's marriage, Jamie's career, and Serena's life.
Serena is an extremely specific, well-observed character, and Serena and Jamie's relationship feels real and messy and complicated in ways that even the book's tendency towards therapy-speak couldn't actually ruin for me, because yeah, okay, I do think Jamie would sometimes talk like an annoying tumblr post, that's just part of the characterization and it doesn't actually fix everything and sometimes even hurts. But the book's strengths -- that it's grounded very much in a world and a community and a type of people that Charlie Jane Anders clearly knows really well and can paint extremely vividly -- are also its weaknesses, in that it's also constantly slipping into ... I guess I'd call it a kind of lazy-progressive writing? The book is full of these sharp, vivid, messy moments whenever it's focused on this particular relationship and Serena in specific, and without that flashpoint, the messiness vanishes. Jamie goes into her grad school classroom and thinks about how the white men are always so annoying but the queer and bipoc students Always pick up what she's putting down. Jamie's partner Ro sets down boundaries in their marriage after a magic incident goes wrong and they are Always right and Jamie is Always humble and respectful about it, because respecting boundaries is Always the Correct thing to do. (Ro is the sort of person who says things like "this is bringing back a lot of trauma for me" while Jamie's mother is actively, in that moment, on the verge of death. I'm all for honesty in relationships but maybe you could give it a minute?)
I don't know. I think there is quite a good book in here, but I also think that good book is kind of fighting its way a little bit to get out from under the conviction that We Progressive Right-Thinking People In The Year 2025 Know What Righteous Behavior Looks Like. You know. But sometimes it does indeed succeed!
I did really enjoy the book's hyper-local Cambridge setting. Yeah, I see you name-checking those favorite restaurants, and yes, I have been to them and they are pretty good. Also, as a b-plot, Jamie is uncovering some lesbian literary drama in her dissertation that gives Charlie Jane Anders a chance to play around with 18thc pastiche and write RPF about Sarah Fielding, Jane Collier, and Charlotte Clarke and sure, fine, I didn't know very much about any of those people and she has very successfully made me want to know more! There were a bunch of times she'd drop something int he book and I'd be like "that's SO unsubtle as pastiche" and then I'd look it up and it was just a real thing that had happened or been published, so point again to Charlie Jane Anders.
wednesday books are empathic
Chroniques du Pays des Mères, Élisabeth Vonarburg. Still having to resist from reading ahead of book club pace, but also this past week I went and reread/skimmed everything I'd already read to help keep track of all the plot/worldbuilding details. Our protagonist has just left home for the first time and I'm curious to know what comes next.
Sorry I'm Late, I Didn't Want to Come: An Introvert's Year of Living Dangerously, by Jessica Pan. Saw this recommended as a self-help book, and thought I'd try it. It's very readable -- the author is the sort of shy introvert that I can easily relate to, and I appreciated that her writing voice was very confident in discussing her anxiety. This sort of self-help memoir is a bit odd in that she's trying to position herself as an everywoman, but reading between the lines it's clear that she wasn't just working to break out her shell so she could make more friends and overcome anxiety, but also so that she could write a book based on it; which seems like it has advanages both in motivation and in getting access to expert professionals to provide advice.
To Ride a Rising Storm, Moniquill Blackgoose. Sequel to To Shape a Dragon's Breath. At heart these are school stories, and even when they're not at school the focus is still on the characters and relationships, with a lot of social commentary about colonialism in an AU North America, with the political plot and the dragons and alchemy, while present, being less of the focus. I liked the new characters here, in particular the Jewish ones. (This AU, instead of "Jewish", uses a different word with Slavic etymology; I'm aware there's a related word in Russian that's an offensive slur; I wasn't bothered but some people migh be. Anyway AU Judaism does not seem to have any noticeable differences from our world.) This book ended on a rather abrupt cliffhanger, so now I can't wait for the next one.
✞ new site & blog
Well, it's been awhile, hasn't it?
I figured I would update that I am now back to posting semi-regularly (for now...) at my own site over at fear.garden/blog, and if it happens to interest you at all, I do have an RSS feed set up for it. I'm debating on cross-posting some of entries over here, but idk if I feel up to it just yet as I would have to do it manually (not that it would be hard).
Anyway, I finally managed to get back into updating my site as of January, and I've had some fun with that -- I've rediscovered the beauty and elegance of 3-column layouts, and now my site looks like this:
Who knows how long I'll keep updating, though? I feel like I tend to fall in and out of it... I just reached my 9th anniversary of having a public-facing website, which feels absurd considering it doesn't feel like my 5th anniversary post was that long ago lmao. What do you mean next year it'll officially have been a decade??
Reposted Pinch Hits, + 92-97
If you can claim a pinch hit but will need a few extra hours, please let me know.
( PH 81 - The Queen's Thief - Megan Whalen Turner, The Queen's Thief - Megan Whalen Turner, The Queen's Thief - Megan Whalen Turner )
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Then about 40% of the way through the book our protagonist was suddenly running through the woods from evil wizards, and I'm like, okay, this I did not expect.
It turns out the plot of this book is NOT high school drama and figuring out your complicated gender feelings! The plot of this book is that evil racist homophobic wealthy wizards called the Clan (yes) run the world and you have to team up with your traumatized neighbor to fight them, while also figuring out your complicated gender feelings along the way.
Also, the protagonist and the traumatized neighbor bond by hanging out and watching the 2014 kdrama Healer, the plot and cast of which is lovingly described in text. This is in fact plot relevant because they later use their arguments over which cast member is hotter to prove their identities to each other when it's in question. Now I do love Healer but given that it came out, again, in 2014 and I haven't heard anyone talk about it pop culturally in more than a decade, this possibly surprised me even more than the evil wizards.
I can confidently say that at no point did I predict some of the major turns this book took, and I will put them under a spoiler in case you, too, would like to experience this Experience as I confidently believe it was meant to be Experienced: ( here we go! for the ride! )
Let me get this straight...
and instead of taking to the streets and protesting...we are...
DDOSing squidge.org.
I woke up today and said, I'm done. You people are braindead. If you genuinely believe that people making cartoons are even close to the same level of evil of these horrible people that abused children for decades are, unsubscribe from my journal. And while youre at it... go back to tiktok and organize a protest in your local area. Do something that would actually help prosecute the REAL pedophiles that ACTUALLY hurt children.
Much Like The Cornley Drama Society, I Should Probably Just Stop.
( Assorted ficlets for the Goes Wrong Show, mainly Chris and Robert, 840 words total. )
I've apparently written... fifty fills for this year's ficathon? Fifty? Is that right? That doesn't feel like it can be right. I hadn't realised it was so dangerous to go into Three-Sentence Ficathon season with a specific fandom firmly occupying my mind.
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but it was kinda .... nice? to realize in hindsight/during it that 'oh huh i can actually be that intense on demand. neat. socking that away when i need it.'
especially considering i'm like ... usually on the other end of deadened emotions and/or the living embodiment of the placid pleasant ^_^ face 99.9% of the time. (honestly extreme emotions are annoying to me because they actively take so much energy and i can't stand the shakes afterwards, usually i'm like... why. literally what's the point when they're not an Useful action. not entirely healthy, i know, working on that, and am actually much better than where i was even five years ago.)
even funnier since this very morning several managers/bosses were talking about how they've literally never seen me annoyed much less mad at work and how of anyone i embodied 'be positive' (l o l).
JD Robb/Nora Roberts
3/5. A nice entry that returns to the intimate murder mystery format, with a throwback (and hopefully a permanent conclusion) to an old storyline about Roarke’s past. There’s been something a bit tying-off-loose-ends feeling about the last few books. I mean . . . reasonable.
Mind Games
3/5. Standalone about the woman with largely undefined psychic powers who becomes mentally linked with the man who murdered her parents; also, a romance with a former rock star. This one is okay, by virtue of having only a soupcon of paranormal. She can’t handle any more than that. I will say, her general, IDK, emotional investment in prisons was on full display here. She’s just really, really interested in prison being absolutely and unlivably terrible, and wants you to know about that in the sort of sensual, loving detail she otherwise reserves for descriptions of home renovations. I have tried to unsee how deeply invested in this she is, but I can’t, and it honestly creeps/grosses me out in every book now.
Content notes: Murder, animal harm, the psychic equivalent of internet spamming someone and telling them to kill themselves.
- bg3,
- gaming,
- itm,
- monday media
Monday Media (on Tuesday) - February 9
Today the Peace Monks came to DC. Because the Peace Monks came to DC, the final 3 miles of my commute took two hours and 17 minutes to complete. I can walk 10 and a half miles in that same amount of time.
And I would have walked those three—or even 10.5—miles, except the city still has not bothered to remove the snow, meaning there was no shoulder to park on and had I parked in the street I would have screwed over every other car behind me, Everybody Hurts style. (I have, on more than one occasion in the past when traffic was
At about an hour into this shitshow, when I still though I'd be home in under a quarter of a work day, I was like, "Huh. Never thought I would actually want try a BG3 Durge playthrough, but maybe I will."
Then I spent another 75 minutes in the car, during which time I traveled a whopping 1.4 miles.
And you know what? No. At that point I had moved welllllll beyond a mere Durge playthrough. I get the appeal now. I UNDERSTAND HOW BHAALISTS ARE MADE YOUR IDEAS ARE INTRIGUING TO ME AND I WISH TO SUBSCRIBE TO YOUR NEWSLETTER ALL HAIL THE LORD OF MURDER.
Eh-hem.
Anyway. I consumed some media last week, do you want to hear about it?
Games: More Fishy, Squishy, Crusty, Quirky, which has become our go-to game for those "Huh, we have 27 random minutes to kill, what will we do with them?" situations.
I came home from a long day at work Thursday to a message from the resident who'd gone incommunicado after proposing a game night some weeks back had messaged again to say, "7:30 tonight." This occasioned some angst (Oh god, I have to do a socializing) but it turned out the other resident who expressed interest couldn't make it, so I got my introvert evening after all.
Two Geek BBQers had us over for dinner and games Saturday night. We played Jaws, a new-to-all-of-us game. I have no particular feelings about the movie one way or another but still enjoyed the game, which is essentially a simplified version of Betrayal at the House in the Hill. Three players playing as Brody, Hooper, and Quint cooperate to defeat the fourth player (who is obviously playing as Jaws). The game has two acts: the first on Amity Island, where all four players need to use different combinations of skills and movement to save as many swimmers as possible and locate Jaws. Once located, the game moves into the second act on the Orca, where characters attempt to kill Jaws before it kills them. The game introduces a bunch of new mechanics and abilities for each player at this point along with a much more complicated round structure. We managed it well enough but it's not the smoothest transition, nor one you could wing without frequent guidebook consultation. TL;DR—it's a fun enough game but one fans of the movie will probably get the most out of, as the comparative lack of randomization would make it pretty repetitive after awhile.
Music: One of the Monday house session folks hosted me at their place last Friday for a mini-session. It was WONDERFUL. Just two players (one full melody, one melody + chords), both of whom belong in the "slower with ornaments and rhythmic variation" camp versus the "125 BPM ride or die" camp. Bonus benefit: we could both hear ourselves playing. Additional bonus benefit: you can't hide when there are only two people playing, so those tricky bits? We actually had to correct them.
We wrapped up 30 minutes earlier than initially planned (important because the original finish time was when the GC and I had planned to meet at favorite Chinese takeout place for dinner). I considered calling to see if he could head down early, but this beautiful, twinkling snow was falling, like fairytale 3D snowflakes, so I spent the 30 minutes walking around the neighborhood, almost the only person out, enjoying the sights and the stillness, and the crackly, tinkling sound of the snow falling all around me.
Podcasts/Articles: I read a bunch of articles this week, but nothing that I'd consider longform. Still no podcasts.
Roleplaying: Still nothing.
Television: Does binging cute parrot, cat, or bunny videos count?
Video Games: Nothing this week, as I spent my gaming time reading books, and then drafting reviews of the same.
これで以上です。
Update on legal cases: one new victory! :) One new restriction :(
We're very sorry to have to do this, and especially on such short notice. The reason for it: on Friday, South Carolina governor Henry McMaster signed the South Carolina Age-Appropriate Design Code Act into law, with an effective date of immediately. The law is so incredibly poorly written it took us several days to even figure out what the hell South Carolina wants us to do and whether or not we're covered by it. We're still not entirely 100% sure about the former, but in regards to the latter, we're pretty sure the fact we use Google Analytics on some site pages (for OS/platform/browser capability analysis) means we will be covered by the law. Thankfully, the law does not mandate a specific form of age verification, unlike many of the other state laws we're fighting, so we're likewise pretty sure that just stopping people under 18 from creating an account will be enough to comply without performing intrusive and privacy-invasive third-party age verification. We think. Maybe. (It's a really, really badly written law. I don't know whether they intended to write it in a way that means officers of the company can potentially be sentenced to jail time for violating it, but that's certainly one possible way to read it.)
Netchoice filed their lawsuit against SC over the law as I was working on making this change and writing this news post -- so recently it's not even showing up in RECAP yet for me to link y'all to! -- but here's the complaint as filed in the lawsuit, Netchoice v Wilson. Please note that I didn't even have to write the declaration yet (although I will be): we are cited in the complaint itself with a link to our August news post as evidence of why these laws burden small websites and create legal uncertainty that causes a chilling effect on speech. \o/
In fact, that's the victory: in December, the judge ruled in favor of Netchoice in Netchoice v Murrill, the lawsuit over Louisiana's age-verification law Act 456, finding (once again) that requiring age verification to access social media is unconstitutional. Judge deGravelles' ruling was not simply a preliminary injunction: this was a final, dispositive ruling stating clearly and unambiguously "Louisiana Revised Statutes §§51:1751–1754 violate the First Amendment of the U.S. Constitution, as incorporated by the Fourteenth Amendment of the U.S. Constitution", as well as awarding Netchoice their costs and attorney's fees for bringing the lawsuit. We didn't provide a declaration in that one, because Act 456, may it rot in hell, had a total registered user threshold we don't meet. That didn't stop Netchoice's lawyers from pointing out that we were forced to block service to Mississippi and restrict registration in Tennessee (pointing, again, to that news post), and Judge deGravelles found our example so compelling that we are cited twice in his ruling, thus marking the first time we've helped to get one of these laws enjoined or overturned just by existing. I think that's a new career high point for me.
I need to find an afternoon to sit down and write an update for
In cases like SC, where the law takes immediate effect, or like TN and MS, where the district court declines to issue a temporary injunction or the district court issues a temporary injunction and the appellate court overturns it, we may need to take some steps to limit our potential liability: when that happens, we'll tell you what we're doing as fast as we possibly can. (Sometimes it takes a little while for us to figure out the exact implications of a newly passed law or run the risk assessment on a law that the courts declined to enjoin. Netchoice's lawyers are excellent, but they're Netchoice's lawyers, not ours: we have to figure out our obligations ourselves. I am so very thankful that even though we are poor in money, we are very rich in friends, and we have a wide range of people we can go to for help.)
In cases where Netchoice filed the lawsuit before the law's effective date, there's a pending motion for a preliminary injunction, the court hasn't ruled on the motion yet, and we're specifically named in the motion for preliminary injunction as a Netchoice member the law would apply to, we generally evaluate that the risk is low enough we can wait and see what the judge decides. (Right now, for instance, that's Netchoice v Jones, formerly Netchoice v Miyares, mentioned in our December news post: the judge has not yet ruled on the motion for preliminary injunction.) If the judge grants the injunction, we won't need to do anything, because the state will be prevented from enforcing the law. If the judge doesn't grant the injunction, we'll figure out what we need to do then, and we'll let you know as soon as we know.
I know it's frustrating for people to not know what's going to happen! Believe me, it's just as frustrating for us: you would not believe how much of my time is taken up by tracking all of this. I keep trying to find time to update
I look forward to the day we can lift the restrictions on Mississippi, Tennessee, and now South Carolina, and I apologize again to our users (and to the people who temporarily aren't able to become our users) from those states.
☆ 42 i don't know how to tell you




151x trigun stargaze ep 05 (vash, wolfwood, meryl, milly)
( that I feel safe when you say 'shotgun' )
Authors Revealed!
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