Something I'm
grateful for recently is that I got a
scholarship/free spot for a writing workshop series,
Writing for Rage. My friends Trish and Venky recommended it to me. It's six sessions, and after the first two, I find myself better at experiencing my anger
as anger rather than hardening it into depression. We were given
journal prompts to write about in our own time:
How do you envision your rage? Envisioning how I want my rage to express itself. I want my rage to be
powerful. Because I have felt the most enraged when I was made
helpless, when control was wrested from me, and when I was
unable to protect myself. I wish to be destructive with no consequences. My rage so powerful that I don't have to say NOBODY MESS WITH ME, everyone gets it. It's a foregone conclusion. And so nobody dares mess with me. Because whatever they do to me, my rage will do worse.
I think of Kali. Vengeful rage that ensures there are no repeat offenders.
What would the world be like if anger was normalised? People would be more
honest. It wouldn't be a matter of who is
allowed to be angry, and at whom, and who isn't, who has authority over you and who doesn't. One's
sense of when something is wrong would be sharper. Less guilt for making someone else uncomfortable when confronting them about how they made
you uncomfortable.
This month's
horoscope for Libra by Alice Sparkly Kat also talks about
anger, with journalling questions about
the safety of expressing it. ( February horoscope )Questions for Libra for February 2026:
What happens in your body when you piss someone off?My body feels like my life is under threat, even in a verbal confrontation.
TW: physical violence My childhood consisted of physical punishments whenever my mother was angry, including beatings and one time when she strangled me. My body's reaction to anger directed at me now, as an adult, is a hangover from those childhood experiences when I felt scared for my life.
Is there anyone who you are comfortable pissing off?Nope. I wish there was. This isn't just about being
safe when their anger is directed at me, but about how willing they are to make
repair efforts if we hurt each other's feelings. What if I am, but they aren't?
How do you want to make more decisions in those relationships where you are free to argue?I don't think I have any such relationships. But if I did, I would try to understand
why we each believe what we do. I would stand up for what I believe in.