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  <pubDate>Fri, 06 Aug 2021 20:59:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>harm to children</title>
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  <description>Related to some observations from the last spate of book posts: wow, uh, the way we treated kids as recently as a century ago seems &lt;i&gt;incredibly&lt;/i&gt; fucked?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://queenlua.dreamwidth.org/324665.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=queenlua&amp;ditemid=324665&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2016 17:52:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>aphantasia</title>
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  <description>Some number of years ago I stumbled on this blog post, &lt;a href=&quot;http://dfan.org/visual.html&quot;&gt;&quot;I don&apos;t see anything when I close my eyes&quot;&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The author says that he can&apos;t mentally &quot;see&quot; objects in his mind—for instance, if asked to imagine a red square, while he knows intellectually what it looks like, he can&apos;t really imagine/see it unless it&apos;s in front of him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I found this fascinating to stumble upon, because I thought this was how &lt;i&gt;everyone&lt;/i&gt; was.  When people talked about seeing a picture in their mind, I thought it was just kind of a figure of speech, but this dude&apos;s post + various anecdata indicates most people actually do this, and I&apos;m the weird one for not being able to picture things!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, this week I found a couple cool articles on this topic!  Turns out &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.nytimes.com/2015/06/23/science/aphantasia-minds-eye-blind.html?_r=0&quot;&gt;researchers are starting to look into this&lt;/a&gt;, which I find exciting, because it seemed like such a tricky and quirky thing to study that we&apos;d never get actual scientists on it, and yet here we are.  Also it has a name now: &quot;aphantasia.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, another person reports he&apos;s also &lt;a href=&quot;https://www.facebook.com/notes/blake-ross/aphantasia-how-it-feels-to-be-blind-in-your-mind/10156834777480504/&quot;&gt;unable to mentally &quot;hear&quot; music&lt;/a&gt;, which is fascinating to me.  I can hear music in my mind, quite vividly, and have composed whole songs that way; it feels &lt;i&gt;weird&lt;/i&gt; that not everyone can do this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Other tidbits:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;m really curious if there are any good artists with visual aphantasia.  I actually liked art a lot as a kid and drew lots up through middle school, but I wasn&apos;t excellent at it.  I imagine with more training/effort I could&apos;ve become good, but I wonder if I&apos;d eventually hit difficulties once I got to Serious Business stuff?  Like, I can imagine composing music without being able to hear music in the mind, but it&apos;d be a huge pain in the ass, you&apos;d be pretty reliant on synthesizer-like tools to experiment with sounds, and I imagine not having the ability to turn over different approaches in your mind would make iterations/improvements harder.  But maybe not!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* Amusingly, I think this explains why I found it so impossible to find an approach for meditation that worked for me.  A bunch of meditation guides have stuff like &quot;start by imagining a white dot in your mind,&quot; and I think that was supposed to be the &lt;i&gt;easy&lt;/i&gt; part, but I would get stuck there, trying and trying to conjure up a thing in my mind that just was not happening.  Once I read a guide on walking meditation it all made much more sense.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also if anyone else shares this experience let me know, because I&apos;m super curious, join the aphantasia club etc etc&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=queenlua&amp;ditemid=157491&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 20 Aug 2015 07:58:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>omfg</title>
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  <description>okay i just got home from work + vidya games with a friend and OH GOD I HAVE SO MUCH CODE TO WRITE TOMORROW and thus i have no time to actually read/comment/catch up but&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my reading page is full of posts with like 15+ comments rn and this makes me so happy &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;please continue being your amazing selves, that is all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=queenlua&amp;ditemid=119366&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 11 Sep 2014 00:27:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>GUYS</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.kdramastars.com/articles/36518/20140910/assassins-creed-movie-update.htm&quot;&gt;Robert Downey Jr. rumored to play Leonardo Da Vinci in Assassin&apos;s Creed movie&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ALSO MICHAEL FASSBENDER IS STARRING TOO???&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is already sailing well above my Minimum Hot Dude Quota&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also I didn&apos;t even know they were making an AC movie homg&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;someone please cry and fangirl with me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(i&apos;m 80% certain the movie will be dumb as hell, because let&apos;s get real the source material is not exactly Shakespeare, but it can be &lt;i&gt;stylish&lt;/i&gt; and &lt;i&gt;fun&lt;/i&gt; and that&apos;s all I really need)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=queenlua&amp;ditemid=97870&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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